I realized that as you turned 20 (ahem..21), all the things on what you viewed before changes quickly, Lots of things happened in just a year.
Love becomes minimal with this age and what you viewed on life becomes big that suddenly you become scared. Afraid on what decisions to choose and on how to take a risk.
Fairytales don’t exist anymore in this age, but I’m wishing that this thing do exist, not in love but also in career. a miracle actually or just a hint or a helping hand for you to pursue something that you actually want to do in life.
Red Stripes Blouse: Old Navy I Black Midi Skirt: SM Dept I Sunnies by Sunnies by Charlie I
I have this feeling that I should get out and work or study abroad, try to live independently, try to know myself for once.This way, it could benefit me and my mom’s sake.
I’m now in a hunt for an opportunity or something affordable, to survive living abroad. Being financially stable here doesn’t mean you can afford all the expenses when you try to study overseas. I have to research more.. :( (Wanted: Miracle to Happen )
( my whining look…)